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[video] | Week 3; Day 4

[The light in the room isn't as bright as it should be, considering Rukia has been sleeping here for four days now. But from where the Hitomi is placed, Rukia can't been seen. But her shadow makes it into the feed. She's sitting on the floor, on her knees. Some noises are made that the device is able to pick up. There's a bit of shuffling and sounds of a scroll becoming undone and then silence.

After moments of silence, a sigh is heard. She feels...strangely calm but also worried and troubled. It's then that the memories of her time being dead (which were all fuzzy before), start to make sense and fit into a time line. Everything is so vibrantly remembered that her shadow shows that she's putting a hand to her head. And then suddenly, there's a sharp intake of air at a certain memory.

She remembers killing Iroh.

She killed a man without reason. He wasn't being taken over by a hollow, he wasn't a threat, and no, killing him wasn't a last means of resort. Just something kept telling her over and over and over again to kill. Kill him. Reap the shinigami. Kill every human possible.

She then covers her face with her hands. How did she allow herself to stoop so low? To even listen to a voice and let an unknown darkness take over...

She stands up and moves out of sight of the Hitomi. It's now shown, but now she's sitting in corner of the room, her body drawn into itself. Her body is denying her the emotion of being panicked. But she naturally wants to be. Reading though that scroll allowed her to be calm, even though it was slightly against her will. She isn't okay with killing someone.

Rukia doesn't know where she is. She just knows she's in a room somewhere. She doesn't know if she was revived here or someone brought her to this location. It didn't matter. Rukia wasn't going to move any time soon.

She didn't deserve to be alive right now, but was.]



I'm sorry.

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idkmybffchappy
Mar. 24th, 2010 06:27 pm (UTC)
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[Rukia is still sitting in the corner when Rin comes in. She doesn't move from her spot. The lack of light in the room may make it a bit difficult to tell where Rukia is in the room, but in a way, she would rather it be this way. But she stays silent, not acknowledging the person walking in the room. Hell, she doesn't even know that it's Rin.]
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idkmybffchappy
Mar. 25th, 2010 01:15 am (UTC)
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[It's a voice that's familiar, so that's a good thing. She only looks up slightly before she speaks.]

Rin...
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idkmybffchappy
Mar. 25th, 2010 04:45 pm (UTC)
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[Rukia wasn't sure as to how much time has passed since she was awake from this point now.]

An hour perhaps?

[She never bothered to know the time. Not to mention that her sense of time and placement of days wasn't exactly in tact.]
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idkmybffchappy
Mar. 25th, 2010 04:57 pm (UTC)
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It's... all right.

[Rukia rests her head on her knees, not looking up at Rin.]

Did... you bring me here?
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idkmybffchappy
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:20 pm (UTC)
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I see. [It's a blunt reaction. At least that answers her questions... or rather, Byakuya's]
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idkmybffchappy
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:28 pm (UTC)
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I see. [It's said again in the same tone. Until...]

If I've killed someone innocent... would you look at me the same way you do now?
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idkmybffchappy
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:50 pm (UTC)
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[Again she doesn't look up. Her chest tightens a bit before responding.]

Why?
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idkmybffchappy
Mar. 25th, 2010 06:01 pm (UTC)
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Hm. [And that, she feels, is the end of this conversation. Her eyes glance towards the window.]
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idkmybffchappy
Mar. 25th, 2010 06:26 pm (UTC)
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[True enough, she hasn't eaten for a while. But she hears the underlying tone in Rin's voice.]

You don't need to act like that.
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idkmybffchappy
Mar. 25th, 2010 06:37 pm (UTC)
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Yes. [There's no point in lying when she just pointed out Rin's cheerful, but fake tone.]
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idkmybffchappy
Mar. 26th, 2010 12:33 am (UTC)
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I'll wait. [And that's all she can really do. It doesn't really matter as to what she eats, as long as it's filling.]
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idkmybffchappy
Mar. 26th, 2010 12:45 pm (UTC)
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Tea if you would. [It's the first time she looks up at Rin during the whole conversation.]

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