It starts with a sick sort of hurtling feeling, everything moving too fast and there’s no way to slow down or calm down or affect anything. There’s no room here for regret, or even for breath, no space for anything but constant movement, constant change.
One moment, he’s standing with Gilbert, speaking, and the next he’s hurtled forward, standing in the midst of a gathering of cloaked figures, their attention him, the voices impossible to understand by word but quite familiar to his ears.
Baskervilles.
He relaxes, comfortable in their presence, and steps around the circle, responding to each person as they speak, his fingers reaching out to graze a hand (or elsewhere, in Lotti’s case) as he moves, greeting his companions easily. His own voice is just as unintelligible, in the dream, but his tones are silky smooth, always.
~*~
There’s a certain feeling to it, moving quickly away from the scene of the crime, but without panic or guilt. There’s nothing to feel guilty about, because he has his reasons, and the heads that rolled were nothing at all important, this time. No need to feel guilty, as he heads away from the estate, as he leaves behind the dead.
Just a sorcerer, anyway.
Another sealing stone, down.
His boots ring out against the ground as he leaves it all behind.
~*~
The young woman before him is wide-eyed, young, her green gaze fixed on his face in such a way that says she’s hanging on his every word.
He walks beside her, takes her arm, smiles at her.
“Let’s go for a walk, Miss Ada.”
And the smile on his face nearly hurts, but that’s perfectly all right. It keeps him focused as she begins to speak.
~*~
There’s blood on his brother’s face.
(His brother, Elliot, not Gilbert, and yet that feeling of pain is there, is sharp within him and he wants to say something, but there’s nothing to be done.)
The regret is heavy, on his face, in his voice.
“At this point, even if you should manage to defeat your chain, there would be no way to save you.”
There’s blood everywhere.
There’s no way to save Elliot.
There’s no way.
There’s nothing he can do but stand and watch, and he does, with heavy heart.
“I would have supported you.”
~*~
It’s a familiar place, a familiar feeling. Standing before the Duke and two of his men, on the other side of that desk. There’s nothing upsetting about the scene itself, and again, the words seem far away, not quite audible.
Until.
“Don’t insult Elliot when you don’t know the first thing about his death.”
The words carry, echo, lift.
More words follow, but indistinct again, and it doesn’t matter, because it’s all lost in blood.
Blood and blood and blood, and heads rolling across the ground, rolling and rolling in a way that they didn’t in life, don’t.
~*~
The chain is all that can be seen, here, just standing there, wings spread, blood
dripping along bone.

The voice is soft, coming from somewhere unseen, but unmistakeably Vincent’s.
“It’s all right, Gil. I’ll give you a world without me, yet... just wait a little longer...”
[The man doesn't wake, but the Hitomi does show a strange scene, Vincent fully dressed and curled at the foot of a bed, both arms wrapped around someone's legs. Whoever the someone is, all that can be seen of them is a pile of blankets with messy black hair sticking out. Then the feed cuts out.]
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That she understands more than anything else.]
Are these... memories?
I'm sorry.
[They aren't memories, are they? He'd gone to sleep without them. But. But.
He knows. The sheer vividness, and he can just feel.]
They... they are. My brother...
[He's not really able to say it, yet. Though he'd known from the dreams of others, recently.]
... it's okay. You don't have to say it.
I am sorry for intruding.
[Whoa, what are these sudden protectorly urges?]
I have to face it someday.
[There's a shuddery sob on the line.]
Not... not today.
No, not today. It takes a while. There [gulp] there will be plenty of other days.
[Wow, lame. But how else can she put it?
And what of Elliot? Had he already died in his homeworld and is now kept alive only here? Had he not, and instead now seen his inevitable fate?
Life is so miserable sometimes.]
[He shakes his head, and there's a rustle, a faint sound as his earring hits the Hitomi.]
He's here. He's here so I suppose it doesn't matter. But it changes things.
[It does change things, he thinks. So many things.]
Even here.
[And she doesn't even care that she might be telling him too much by this.]
[His voice is soft, contemplative, and he nearly asks. So close to it, and yet...]
I suppose so.
[... welll, that came out weird.]
I mean... it's reason to be glad, of course. Just... that it's okay.
[He pauses, trying to decide if he truly wants to... open up to her, or not.]
It makes me feel as if the goals I had back home have no purpose, here.
[There is a bit of a contemplative pause here.]
You know... the way I heard it, when you go back, you don't... really remember this place. So what I do is see Kannagara as Kannagara and home as home. Of course, Kannagara throws me for a loop there sometimes, but -- it works.
[That's all he knows how to say, the only way he knows how to be. And once it had been 'all for Gilbert', but that's changed.]
Other people can be... important, obviously. I hope you don't think I'm saying I don't cherish my friends, Rin.
[There's no polite honorific today, not at all.]
But here, I suppose... that's the only way to look at things.
And, I mean... it's a way to keep sane, at least. If the weeks stretch into months, into years... well, there was a point where I had to rethink my whole mindset. About living here.
[It's a sudden question, almost as if he's just realized she might be.]
... maybe a little. Sometimes.
But, uhm. It's okay. I have friends.